A note: This post has absolutely no meaning. I've had nothing to do today, quite literally, except for a trip to Wal-Mart with my mom. We can talk about my booming social life later, though. Be aware that I've been at my computer for over 12 hours now. Also, take into account that I don't remember most of what I've been doing that entire time.
I really need to get out. Badly. BADLY. I've nothing to do, no friends to hang out with, and crippling self-esteem issues(that's a different story, unfortunately). I've been here too long. At home. Playing the same mental games with myself. Trying to learn the Charlie Brown Christmas song. Succeeding at learning the Charlie Brown Christmas song. Generally not succeeding with women. Practically choosing not to. Coming to terms with being alone.
I've been slowly losing a mental battle today. I think my only triumph will be my head touching the pillow tonight. A slow, uniform victory. One for the ages. Or just for today.
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